Lately, I've been paranoid (more than usual is more like it). I blame it on good memory. Good memory leads to remembering experiences. The remembering leads to what I think I learned from the past. In some sordid way, this all causes my paranoia that history will eventually repeat itself.
I have to stop this and be fair to myself and to those I care about. I should give myself more credit and less to the ones that hurt me in the past.
I will pray more-
-not to forget, but to forgive.
-to let go of my mistakes.
-to relax and give myself a break.
-to love those that I cherish.
-to show more kindness and less anger.
-to let those who cherish me love me.
-to be grateful that all I ever needed has been given to me.
-to accept that I am where I need to be at this perfect moment.
Maybe then will I stop hearing the voices in my head, the ghosts will rest and I can begin again.
1 comment:
this goes for me as well. well said!
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