I want to do the weirdest things before going to bed.
I just cleaned the toilet. I stood, hunched over the bowl, scrubbing away for five minutes careful not to splash toilet water on my legs. Right after brushing my teeth.
A few nights ago, at 930pm, I washed my do-not-throw-in-washing-machine blouses before flossing.
I also force myself to read at least two pages of the current book-on-the-finish-list even though my brain cannot comprehend the words and my eyes are squinting from fatigue.
I've always liked night time because it's quiet and people think that I am eventually going to fall asleep, so they do not bother to bore me with things that I can worry about the next morning.
Night time is when I get my things done; the time when I get my shit together. It is the last few hours when I am left alone.
Ironically, it is also the part of day I do not wish to experience asleep.
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