I am feeling extremely emotional today. I checked out my friends' pages on Friendster and I remembered all the times we were together; this made me feel lonely. I want to write long, sentimental testimonials. I want to go back and hug them and thank them for being the people I treasure the most.
I am amiss.
I hate being emotional. I hate crying, too, because it means that I am in inconceivable pain. Unfortunately, I feel the tears welling up in my chest, forcing its way out. I just want to sit somewhere desolate and cold and bawl. I just want to let it out and be done with it.
Lord, you take care of this. I am utterly baffled.
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